The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain

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Grrr. I wake up in the band hall (was actually tired enough to sleep on that floor. If you can call it a 'floor'... I'm pretty certain it has its own ecosystem by now.) to see Emily sitting on Michael's knee, talking about her boyfriend to Liz and Elizabeth. *cough*WHORE*cough*

Okay, that was pretty much unwarranted. It just disturbs me that she treats Michael - and a lot of other guys - like her boyfriend. Grrr. And I don't think it would annoy me quite so much if it didn't look like Michael enjoyed it. Lots of people still think they're a not-quite-couple-but-whatever-the-hell-they-were. And watching them sometimes, I can't help but let my overactive little mind wonder...

Yes, I am a possessive, jealous bitch. Worst part is, I have no right to be. None. *sigh* It'd be so much better if I could just... not love Michael. Life would get easier for everyone involved. As it is, I'm just a complication for everyone, an annoyance to him, and for me, it's painful. I really should give up. I wish I knew how. Because I know that he's never going to wake up one day and think "You know what, I love Jenni". Nuh-uh. Ain't gonna happen.
At the pep rally today (these things just get worse and worse) I believe I mentioned the Full Monty skit...
afterwards Liz and I were talking about it as we prepared to leave for our next class.
Liz: Yeah, they were cute.
Me: Could've been a lot worse. *shrug* I'll look, but not touch, y'know? pfft. as if they'd want me. *laugh*
Liz: I think I'll stick with the one I have. *grin*
Me: Yeah, and I'll stick with... uh... the one I don't.
Liz: aww...

9_9 this is getting to be beyond pathetic. Sometimes I really hate myself for this whole mess. Hell, most of the time I really hate myself for this.

Homecoming game. Blargh. KK was there. And Alan is such a sweetheart (the mum he made for Callian was HUGE! it covered most of her chest! heehee...), he kept trying to cheer me up throughout the game. He is my school buddy. *purr*
Liz was all upset because she doesn't like Homecoming, and she was upset that Hirsch wasn't coming to the game (he's here this weekend). Then he showed up, and she still wasn't happy.
Emily was upset because her boyfriend didn't get her a mum. Now, she didn't tell him or hint that she wanted one, and they aren't going to the dance. Someone explain this logic to me.
Do all girls completely lose their logical reasoning abilities when they get boyfriends, or is it only the ones I see on a daily basis? Emily's relationships especially seem to require ESP on the part of the male to keep her somewhat happy. e_e Y'know, she has a brother, and Liz grew up surrounded by guys... you think they'd have learned by now that if you want a guy to do something, you ask them, making sure to include explicit directions. geez. Is it so hard to figure out?

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