started out when I first got ICQ, lead up to some point in my sophomore year.
Wow. So much has happened. this was back when Michael was first acknowledging his feelings for Emily... back when I had given up on us ever being more than friends (I tried so hard to give up on the thought - I've had a crush of sorts on him as long as I've known him) and I even had a boyfriend of sorts, online... I read through it and I can see where the guy - his name is Dan - and I sort of drifted apart... and where I started to really fall hard for Michael... I can tell where the things he said started to sting because I loved him and I couldn't do anything to help him with the person he loved... I see all the things he said about Emily back at the beginning, back when we still spoke a lot. After a while, he and Emily got so close they were always talking - so I'd not speak to him for weeks at a time simply because he wasn't available. Now he's online a lot more... though I think they're talking on the phone a bit again. The cycle continues, I guess.
That was a trip down memory lane I could have done without. Painful.