The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain
jenni_the_odd

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I am worried.

I am worried about my mother.
The stress of having to keep watch over my abuelita, basically waiting for her to die, making funeral arrangements, it's getting to her. She looks tired, and I don't blame her a bit. We're all tired, but because of how she is, she takes on more than she should. And it's wearing her down.
I am worried about my aunt, Claudina.
She recently found a 'spot', as my mom called it, on her breast. She had a biopsy yesterday. Results pending. I'm just glad my mother told me about this. I understand her desire to protect us, but she has a slight habit of keeping things from us.
I am worried about Tish.
I think of Tish sometimes as less a little sister than a daughter of sorts. I want to let her come live with us, take care of her, hell, keep her sane, and do what her family, apparently, cannot.

And so I will do what I always do when I get worried.
I will retreat
I will hide
I will not eat
I will not sleep
I will not smile

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