April 4th, 2002


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Job/Car: Car should be back tomorrow afternoon or at some point on Saturday. Please, god, please...
Also, apparently I'm due for a tax refund of about $300. Dude! Who knew. Tish, when I get it that means a total of about $200 going into your car fund ($150 + what I've already got... which I believe is around $50-$70, last I checked).
Physical: I am still ill. The thought of food makes me want to run away screaming. Except that I'm also sleepy, so none of that running part. Sort of ooze away. Yes. Or something. My head feels all stuffy, like sinuses. At least my nose isn't running or anything. We have Pre-UIL today. It's a damned good thing playing that music requires no conscious thought.
Mental: Whoops. Senior Research. I have discovered that -oddly enough- I get less done when I have no internet to distract me. Go figure. I will write something-or-other during homeroom and pray that it is enough.
Emotional: More confused/scared out of my mind than I even want to contemplate at the moment. Currently blocking it as best I can and running on autopilot; I can feel a lovely little breakdown building. Greeeaaat. *twitch*
Creative: I painted something last night. Would have uploaded it, but Nicole did not want to give up my dad's computer and I forgot the disk with the file on it. So that will have to wait a few more days.
Misc: I. Hate. Concentric. I miss having access to the internet. I am bored and require something shiny to amuse me. I would also like to finish downloading "Theatre of Pain" by Blind Guardian. I have approximately half of it and that is driving me mad. Mad, I tell you. Ditto for Lit's "Addicted to you". Funny song. Oddly enough, makes me think of Karen/Jared (and thusly, Emily/Michael, but oh well).
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*whimper* There is a spider on the wall behind my computer. It is one of those fairly large, jumpytwitchy spiders, the kind I am always afraid will jump on me and bite me and then lay its eggs in my skull.
Why yes, I am utterly terrified of spiders.
*waits about 10 minutes until it goes away, checking the floor and wall every so often for it's presence*

These headphones suck ass... should I move my head or torso, they flicker and I can hear nothing. Hrm.
The guy next to me smells of sweat and food and it is turning my stomach. (Yes, I notice things like that. I am particularly sensitive to scents. I'm weird. Shoo.)
I am staring at my Networking test and I am not registering the letters on the screen. I don't remember what they mean anymore. I did the review packet, I was able to answer the questions yesterday, but... meh.
My networking teacher is constantly looming. So no doing anything else at the moment.
Spidey is back. *hides*

*sigh* I really think it's wonderful that all but maybe one of my close relationships (friendships or otherwise) exist mostly or entirely online. Really. I do. Honest. Perhaps that's why I think I would like Lain so much. If my computer didn't throw a hissy-fit when I tried to watch a movie. Hrm. Otherwise I'd have seen most or all of it already. But nooo. I've got Weiss Kreuz, too, and I can't watch it. That sucks beyond all reason, I tell you. I would like to watch my wacked-out wired anime and my pretty-boy assassins anime. I would. I wouldn't mind being a rabid fangirl of something again... but I cannot. So I will sit and do nothing because I have developed an incredible talent for it.

Oh yeah. I drew something. Scanned it in at school. Had nothing else to do in Multi-media. I mean that. NOTHING.

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The good: My dad despises Concentric just as much as I do. Looking into cable. Yessss...
The bad: Concentric is still dead, my dad will more than likely not do whatever-it-is for several more weeks, and his computer has this very aggravating habit of shutting down at random. As in, every few minutes when it feels like it. Now, once every couple of hours if I'm running too many progs I can understand. But every few minutes makes working on my senior research difficult. Hell, I've had to type this six times now. Let's hope it posts...
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