October 26th, 2002


(no subject)

My head hurts.
I do nothing but sleep, lately. My mom asked me what I was doing tonight.
"Oh.. I'll probably clean up a bit, then... sit here."
"Just sit there?"
"Yeah. Then probably some more sitting."
"... You need to get out more."
No I don't Bah. I don't like 'out'. Not 'out' the way she means, socializing. Just driving around is fine because I'm in an enclosed car, by myself. No one can really see me. No one can hear me. But the idea of going out and talking to people seems foreign and wrong.
But for the most part, I just sleep. Mmmm, sleep.