Stupid, ugly, worthless...
I don't have a fucking fraction of that so-called 'talent' people see in me.
There's no reason for me to be here.
No point at all.
So why can't I just fucking do it?
It'd be too easy.
And I never do things the easy way.
So pointless, me being here
Give me a knife
wait a moment
I'll be gone.
I'd do it, too..
but it'd be too easy
and I never do things the easy way
Fuck. Fuck it all.
I want to do things the easy way for once.
I'll never be anything
never be good for anything
everyone would be better off without me here wasting space.
There's no one to tell me not to do it
No one to tell me to stop
I won't tell them
I've seen others like this...
they call for help
They want to know someone cares
But I know no one will answer
there's no point in trying
I don't want attention
That can wait until they find me