The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain
jenni_the_odd

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God fucking DAMN IT, I deleted the damned galleries, I took my SN off of everywhere, and I'm still having to explain again and again and again that I don't draw anymore (count is four times so far tonight). I think I'm going to fucking cry. ARGH. What about "I don't draw anymore" is so tough to understand. They ask why. I say I have no will to draw. They don't fucking get it. They offer suggestions. And I understand that they are trying to help, but you know what? It's been almost five months since I really wanted to draw something, and if just one more person offers the same nuggets of 'help' that I've heard every single day since then, I'm going to go drive my car off the nearest cliff.
And even when I did draw, they FUCKING SUCKED, okay? I COULDN'T FUCKING DRAW TO SAVE MY FUCKING LIFE!
Now please, go away. Please. From now on I'm just automatically blocking anyone who tries to talk about my art.

God fucking DAMN it. I think the universe is really, really enjoying waving that god-forsaken fucking promise in my face. Fuck you, you stupid universe.

And my sister's friends WILL NOT GO AWAY. My brother's friends (BOTH) are spending the night. Playing loud, obnoxious video games in here, in the room with the computer. And they will not move. fuck.
Oh god. I am going to destroy someone.
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