Stolen from emperor_boy
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- refinneJ
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - Someone gave me the title of 'the Odd' when I was in the first chat room I ever visited. It stuck. It works.
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - Contrary to popular belief, no. Women are pretty to look at, but it's more a burning envy "I'd-kill-to-look-like-that" sort of thing or just a simple appreciation of beauty rather than a physical attraction. Romantically I've never really been interested in women, most of them annoy the living fuck out of me and I don't see how men could possibly like them at all.
[ x ] Where do you live - San Antonio, Tx. Currently residing in Houston.
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - ... No idea.
[ x ] Wallet - A little soft, blue, leather coinpurse that used to be my mom's. My mother gave me a very ugly scary wallet for Christmas, and while I'm sure she spent good money on it and meant well, it's horribly impractical. Since it's only minimally bigger than the coinpurse, I continue to use the original money-carrier.
[ x ] Hairbrush - Uh... at home some random brush I got at Eckerd when my last one broke. When I'm in Houston, I just use whoever's brush is nearest. I avoid small brushes, they get lost in my hair.
[ x ] Toothbrush - ... it's a toothbrush. Beyond that, I know nothing of it.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Watch. Sometimes the necklace Kevin gave me or a pair of earrings that used to be my abuelita's, but most of the time I don't bother with jewelry.
[ x ] Pillow covers - Mine at home are a minty-green and covered in blood (I have a habit of scratching my arms/neck/face while asleep, which results in bleeding all over my bedding)
[ x ] Blanket - At home a minty-green sheet and a darker green comforter-thing. The sheet is never on the bed, rather I wrap up in it while at the computer. I burrow under the comforter. Here, the couch pillows and an old comforter of Nicole's. At least, I think it was Nicole's. It has flowers on it.
[ x ] Coffee cup - In San Antonio the only coffee cup I have is a big one my mom gave me. It has horses on it and it holds something like three cups of tea. I am plotting to steal my favorite mug from Houston, which has many, many little green birds on it. One is wearing a sombrero. The caption reads: "Juan in a million".
[ x ] Sunglasses - Don't own any, since I can't see worth shit without my glasses and the one time we made the mistake of attempting prescription sunglasses I got so dizzy I felt ill. I just squint, or avoid looking at the sun.
[ x ] Underwear - Currently? Uh.... *checks* purple and cotton. I don't have much interesting underwear. Maybe when I lose some weight.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - None, though Crush's "Jelly Head" is playing on winamp.
[ x ] Tattoos - None.
[ x ] Piercings - One in each ear.
[ x ] What you are wearing now- Green jacket-y thing, black tank top, black pants, sports bra, underwear, sandals.
[ x ] Hair - all over the place. I hate frizzies.
[ x ] Makeup - Makeup isn't worth it, nothing short of plastic surgery would make me pretty.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - tongue, mainly. And some teeth. There was some diet vanilla coke, but I swallowed it.
[ x ] In my head - Trying to figure out if I brought some items to Houston or not. Contemplating places to apply for jobs once I get back to San Antonio. Pondering diet plans.
[ x ] Wishing - that I could lose some fucking weight.
[ x ] After this - Sleep.
[ x ] Talking to - Spoke to Nicole a few minutes ago.
[ x ] Eating - Nothing.
[ x ] Fetishes - Varies.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - I'm fine with being alone at the moment.
[ x ] Is next to you - Some sugar-free cremesavers, some of Nicole's homework, a scary bunny-lamp.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - There's lots of them. Currently Evita and Hedwig.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- Going back to San Antonio and working myself out of existance.
[ x ] The last thing you ate - A meatball.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - it varies. Usually that I'll do something stupid or that I'll regret later.
[ x ] Do you like candles - Somewhat. Not compared to my siblings, though, who will set ANYTHING on fire.
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - Eh, why not. It's fun to play with.
[ x ] Do you like incense - No, it makes me sneeze and I've yet to encounter any that smells good.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - Not so much the taste as the sight. And only my own.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Most of the time.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - Sometimes.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - No.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - I'd like to, but then again, it sounds so boring. I fail to see how sitting around singing praises to someone who created a pretty shitty world could bring happiness for an eternity.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - Yes, and someday it will kill me.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Not really, no. If he exists, he's a pretty sadistic bastard.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - SOYLENT GREEN IS PEOPLE! IT'S PEEEEOPLE!
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Myself (sounds so clicheed, I know, but no one else threatens to kill me on an hourly basis)
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Right now probably a cat or dog. Maybe a dragon.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- There are weeks where I know I MUST have slept, but between caffeine and various drugs, I can't remember.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - Nope.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Yes, but only slowly.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarters. They help me do my laundry.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - John gave me Swedish Fish. Damn you, John.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - That even when I contradict myself, I'm still telling the truth as I see it in that moment. And that I don't do things for attention. Most of the time, I don't like attention.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - People.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - I would like to sleep.