I like this song. Michelle Branch has a nice voice...
crap, game tomorrow. I gotta get a band buddy gift. Robin got me something nice last time, I gotta find something spiffy.
"Goodbye to you/ Goodbye to everything I thought I knew/You were the one I loved/The one thing that I tried to hold on to"... *sigh* damn the sad songs. And the ones that have anything to do with romance. It doesn't hurt anymore. It's just this numbing sickness. Now I'm sorry I finished that ramen, I'm gonna throw up...*urk* well didn't throw up. That's good.
Ziggy messaged me... Sometimes I like talking to him, but lately I haven't really wanted to talk to anyone. I'll be quite content to just sit and work on my pen-and-ink sketches. I don't really want to socialize. Don't wanna see people or talk to people. I wanna draw. But I can't seem to work on any of my stories. They all just freeze. Or I think too much and I feel sick again. Dammit. Without my stories and my art I'm nothing. There's nothing left. I let them become me, and now I'm just a shell for so many plot lines.
There's the oekaki board. No one's on tonight, I 'spose. 'cept those two people who just posted; both better 'n me. I thought my drawing was okay, guess I was wrong.. uck.. her face is all off. wish I could fix it.
this music is driving me insane. Any music I listen to lately is driving me nuts. But I can't turn it off. Silence bugs me more.
I think I'll go try to sleep some more. Lately I've alternated between barely sleeping and doing nothing but sleeping all the time.. *sigh* crap.