The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain
jenni_the_odd

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My air conditioning system is making noises, and this has convinced me that something in it is going to EAT ME. I am sitting in the corner opposite from the vents, staring at it like I expect something with fangs and tentacles to burst forth from them at any moment. And it just might. It just might.

My apartment is very, very warm. Hrm. *fiddles with thermostat*

So I tried some of the numbers the doctor gave me, and found another doctor that takes insurance (because my mental health is not worth $200 a session). I have no idea what language the receptionist was speaking, but all I heard was "therapist" and "refer you to someone", and I think I'm going to be talking to someone who will then refer me to someone else to talk to. Out of sheer spite, I wanted to call and cancel, but I forgot until it was too late. So in a few hours I will go... I don't know, I have no idea how these things work. I'll probably babble at someone until they tell me my brain is not broken, and then my mom can stop insisting that I am depressed and accept the fact that I'm simply a failure (there is a difference!). It may take a while, but I've worn her down this far already.

I need to drink more water. Gaaaaahhhh.... *shrivels and dies*
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