The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain
jenni_the_odd

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The sound of the phone and Gabriel drumming on everything is very literally making me want to stab things. My arm is twitching. I am not a very violent person, but that is not in any way, shape, or form because I do not want to be. Hell, if I followed my first impulses most of the time I'd have been put away for murder years ago. I do not like this aspect of my personality (or any other aspect of it, but that's another story), but I am not aware of any way in which I can actually change it. All I can do is ignore it and hope it goes away.

Naturally, my body is not cooperating with the Prometrium, which is supposed to bring on a period. To this, I say fuck you, body, get this thing OVER with before I take a butcher knife to you and remove the stupid uterus myself.
Mom has been pushing for me to take the Lexapro while I have the period. To that, I say FUCK NO. I'm wary of touching the stuff under normal conditions, what the fucking hell makes her think I want to try a drug my system has never dealt with (okay, to be fair she does not realize I never took it) for the first time while my hormones are doing ungodly things to every aspect of my existence? It doesn't make sense. You add new variables to a CONTROL setting, not to the OTHER VARIABLE.

It occurs to me that ramaxela has not been seen in over a week. Perhaps he was eaten by his Transformers.

davetheinverted tagged me.
01. TOTAL NUMBER OF FILMS I OWN ON DVD/VHS...
Um.. maybe two? Four or five if TV/anime series DVDs count. Plus an Eddie Izzard standup DVD and a Reduced Shakespeare Company one. When Branagh's Hamlet comes out on DVD (which I heard it will, in 2006) I will be buying it. Overall I watch very few DVDs because my computer used to throw hissy-fits about them, so I stopped trying. Our TVs are often occupied or in too public an area, so I rarely bother watching movies there. I might be able to get my computer to behave now, but I can't be bothered. When I want to see a movie, I download it. The few movies I really like and want to watch again and again, I eventually purchase on DVDs - it's the same as my process for obtaining music, but at a much slower pace.

02. THE LAST FILM I BOUGHT...
I don't remember. I purchased "Unrepeatable" (Eddie Izzard) a few months ago, but I do not know if that counts.

03. THE LAST FILM I WATCHED...
Hamlet. SHIT, that reminds me, it was due back at Blockbuster something like a month or two ago. Shit.

04. FIVE FILMS THAT I WATCH OFTEN...
Um.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Love Kate Winslet, love serious Jim Carrey, love the idea behind the movie. This movie does bad things to my brain when I am depressed, though.
Much Ado About Nothing - Socute. So much pretty.
Dead Poets Society - Makes me cry every single time. I bawl like a baby. Thus, I only watch it alone.
What Dreams May Come - Makes me cry even more.
Empire Records - This is my feel-good movie. It leaves me feeling smiley and wanting to find all my friends and hug them.
Haven't watched any of these in quite a while. Not in a movie-watching mood, I guess.

05. TAG FIVE PEOPLE AND HAVE THEM PUT THIS IN THEIR JOURNAL..
Ah, hell with it. Fill out the meme if you wanna.


There was a lot of whining here. It's gone now.
Instead, you get the terror that is... SHOUJO ML. Or at least, Makenzie. Because I was bored and found my Peach Girl manga.

Note how she is still too fat for most manga. The oddly skinny arm makes it look worse, though.

And here's a drawing of Jared in the same style, though he doesn't translate half as well. Also, drawing guys to look that pretty when I am SO USED to drawing them as manly-men (*snerk*) is difficult.
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