The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain (jenni_the_odd) wrote,
The Dark-Eyed Mistress of Sweet, Sweet Pain
jenni_the_odd

*fidget*

I love talking to Michael. he's online for the first time in a long while (and HE actually messaged ME... e_O ), which is nice because, as I said, I love talking to him..
but it's not good in the sense that if he's online, it means he's not talking to Emily.

I worry about them. Both individually and as a pair. Now I'm beginning to think there might not be much hope for them as a couple. That's really sad though, because as I said, Emily is a notorious asshole magnet. Michael would've been really good for her. And if she could make him happy... I sometimes doubt that she could, but if she tried, I bet it'd be possible. But I worry about her because she has all this shit going on in her life. I worry about other people a lot. It never does any good, but I do. I remember when her dad died... I'd only met the man once, and I was a wreck at home, at night. I would cry and ask god why... I hated god for taking her dad from her.
But I digress. yeah. Um. I worry.
Lately, on top of the usual worry over Emily, I've been worried about Michael. He described it as an increasing sense of apathy, anger, and cynicism. I've just noticed he's been sleepy a lot and I've not seen him eat much lately. I asked him about it, but he says he's eating fine and he tells me he got somewhere around 20 hours of sleep this weekend (lucky sonuva...) so I guess there's no reason to fret over that. I wonder what's causing the increased cynicism (etc). I doubt I'll find out anytime soon, if ever, but still.

@_@
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